Thursday, November 3, 2011

I've got used to hear the echo of my steps, lonely down the street. No more fear of the dark. Do not look back to the shadows of the past. I do not need to wait around the corner. Bag up my stuffs, umbrella and a house key. I have my heels and my luck. However, in no hurry. The rush has caused me to walk very slowly when I really wanted to go fast. And this current lull, everything flies.

I've got used to the heat of my body on cold nights, as well as my cold feet on hot mornings. I like waking up in my company, sometimes nocturnal, solitude. The night,it's always been mysterious, magical, revealing.

I've got used to my commitments to my duties, all uncompromising, stacked. Fighting, and my ghosts surrounding me, laughing, worthless fight.

I've got used to myself. To my impulses. To my subtlety. At my routine insane. When my well being selfish. My my whole world. To my mirror image. In my day in, day out.

And now, I'm used to you, You came, as nonchalantly, in a cold lonely night, I still wonder how! WE!.. maybe I was waiting for you.
His eyes see through my soul... Strange, I still can't remember his face!
My eyes can't see him, my heart feels.
We are simply opposite. Judge me weak and I think insensitive in its extreme sensitivity.

There are few who understand me. Maybe none.
I'm nature.

When you're around, I feel like a child, tumbling, stammering, losing my mind... With the aroma in the air. With the sun on your face. The touch of your skin. Tickles.
I don't wanna get used to it.

A perfect picture...

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

I learned...

I learned ...

I learned that I can not make someone love me, only to become someone you can love the rest and depend on others.

I learned that as much as I worry for others, many of them will not care about me.

I learned that what really counts in life are not things I have around but the people I have around.

I learned that it may take years to build trust and only seconds to destroy it.

I learned that the most important is not what happens to me but what I do about it.

I learned that there are things I can do in a moment that causes pain throughout life.

I learned that it is important to practice to become the person I want to be.

I learned that it is much easier to react than to think ... and think that react more satisfying.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with the loving words, could be the last time I see them.

I learned that I can go much further than I thought possible.

I learned that I am responsible for what I do, whatever I feel.

I learned that, either to control my attitude or they'll control me.

I learned that learning to forgive takes practice.

I learned that no matter how good the good friends be, sooner or later I'm going to feel sorry about them.

I learned it is not always enough to be forgiven by others, sometimes I have to forgive myself.

I learned that friends can do anything, or do nothing, and have the best of times.

I learned that just because someone does not love me the way I wanted, does not mean that I love your way.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with the experiences I've had and what I learned from them throughout the number of years completed.


Sometimes it surprises me that demonstrate ingenuity in a world that even knowing that there is no solution, try to fix, try to be better.
....fortunately many people are still keeping the hope of making this world a better place for our future children (lol), look around and you see lots of support and encouragement "go go ... you go right" (damn hypocrites)!

... as are all going to screw it to the street someone has to raise his voice to be listened to, like Archimedes shouting to modern reflection of a window that gives me back a distorted image of myself, "give me a fulcrum and I will move the world"...move the world?! I intend to move the world if I can not make those who are enthusiastic about my words move even an inch?

we hope to solve the problems, but we are unable to lift a finger, we are comfortably leveraged security offered to us and do not want to risk anything, we feel fortunate to be born in a privileged family and turn the light away when there is news we do not want to hear, not want our consciousness takes over and forces us to fight for a cause that neither us nor will we come (seriously believe that not going with us)... then they give to all!!

Someday you will realize that nobody is going to give anything away, that if we want something we have to fight for it, that equal opportunity is not a privilege, a right that we are here tomorrow we can be in the furthermore, and then we would like someone to do something...
but alas they will be too late to rectify.

Sometimes I feel embarrassed.